Friday, March 26, 2010

thoughts that circulate in my head

Holy crap, I have two kids. Two people who have grown in my body, and are now out here in the world.

And look, the big one is holding the little one:

What??

I seriously have a hard time getting my brain to grasp this. I have two people that I am responsible for, and love more than anything in this entire world. I was in the room when the first breath entered their tiny lungs. How many times in your life do you get to say that you were there for a person's first breath? And they'll possibly be there when I draw my last breath.

They are a part of me; we are a part of each other, forever.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

leprechaun trap

It's St. Patrick's Day! Yes, we are part Irish, but we don't really celebrate. I kind of don't get what there is to celebrate, except for the fact that most people really like to use this day as an excuse to get ridiculously drunk in public. And although there is no significance in the timing of this event with St. Patrick's Day, a year ago today, I got my first tattoo. Anyway, Julian has been learning about leprechauns in school this month, and decided that it would be a good idea to set a trap to catch one.

So we busted out a cardboard box, and he set to work drawing little details inside like pictures on the walls, an area rug, and he even made a little table that has food on it. The food on the table is a plate of cookies, a glass of orange juice, and I think he said there was a piece of fruit in there. Also, tiny silverware because leprechauns need that stuff too. "The food is fake, but he won't know it until he's already in there and I've trapped him" he told me. Julian also informed me that leprechauns like chocolate, so we put a single chocolate chip on the table and left the trap overnight.

When Julian left for school in the morning he told us, "Listen for footsteps!" We ended up leaving the house for a bit while he was in school and when we came back, the chocolate chip was gone, and a tiny green leprechaun slipper was left behind. He must have climbed in the trap to eat the chocolate chip, and in the struggle to get out of the box, lost a shoe. Julian is so completely excited at the idea of a real leprechaun being in his house, eating a chocolate chip.


Another big thing at our house lately has been a Harry Potter obsession. For Christmas, Wade's grandparents got Julian the entire set of H.P. books and we've been tearing through them, a chapter at a time. Julian is absolutely in love with the stories and listens intently and absorbs the tiniest details that sometimes slip by me, and I'm the one reading it aloud. I find myself so caught up in the stories too that I want to pick up a book and read a few chapters ahead on my own, but I never do.

As anyone with kids knows, bringing a new baby home is a huge adjustment time for everyone, especially the older siblings. Julian has actually been pretty cool about all of it, but I know there's been some anxiety building up to Audrey's birth, and once we brought her home it was a slight shock to him how much attention she required. He's even had a little trouble at school lately, and I'm sure it's because of all the changes here. Things will get better though, and life will go back to normal...just with one more person in the mix. Wade's mom got Julian a big brother present because it's important to make him feel special too in all this, and she sent him a sweet Harry Potter costume. Here he is all decked out in it:


Of course, I can't leave out little Audrey in this update! She's now two and a half weeks old, and we are so in love with her. I was so scared that I wouldn't be able to love a second child as much as I love Julian, but I was so wrong.


We're so lucky, but it has nothing to do with being Irish.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Audrey Laine


Nutella Butterfinger Audrey Laine arrived on February 27th, at 12:13 in the afternoon. She weighed 7 pounds, 12 ounces and is the most perfect little girl I've ever laid eyes on.

She's such a sweet and mellow baby, and already a total breastfeeding champ. Big brother Julian is super excited and has been so sweet to her, patting her hair and kissing her on the top of the head. He even pulled out a book and started reading to her the other night. He's still a little nervous about holding her, but loves his little sister and has been such a great help in taking care of her.

Wade and I are tag teaming the infant care because I've been pumping (sore bewbs!) and getting enough sleep has actually been pretty easy this time. And I don't know what it is, if it's being gluten-free this pregnancy, but I really do feel great. After Julian was born, I felt like I had been hit by a bus, and the feeling lasted for at least 6 weeks. This time around feels like a breeze.

We are so, so lucky.

xoxo.